Summer, coming to an end.  I walked this morning, blubbering all the way as I watched children get on school buses.  It was once my children, now its my grandchildren.  I'm not dealing well with time moving on.  I don't like feeling this way, but it seems as if I am mourning everything in my life lately.  And it all centers around growing older.  My mom is simply waiting to pass on, its that simple.  I am fighting the fact that I am now in my 60's.  My children are raising their children and everyday they are changing.  I would really like to embrace all this but I'm struggling to do it.  I pray that today I can live in this moment and enjoy each and every blessing God has for us today.