I don't know why but I feel very frustrated today. I feel like I'm not doing a very good job of keeping up with everything and everybody. I feel like I am on a run-away train that keeps getting faster and faster and I just need it to stop. I need some quiet time to settle myself and do some self-talk. I think I'm going to let the little ones trick 'r treat with their parents and realize they won't miss me and it's o.k. not to be there. I just don't want to miss anything, life is too short. But at the same time I can't be everywhere and life does go on without me!! I just hope I am being what they need me to be. I hope I live my life like these words describe. Yes, another song.

Wake up to the sunlight
With your windows open
Don't hold in your anger or leave things unspoken
Wear your red dress
Use your good dishes
Make a big mess and make lots of wishes
Have what you want
But want what you have
And don't spend your life lookin' back

So go to the ballgames
And go to the ballet
And go see your folks more than just on the holidays
Kiss all your children
Dance with your wife
Tell your husband you love him every night
Don't from the truth
'Cause you can't get away
Just face it and you'll be okay

So give to the needy
And pray for the grieving
Even when you don't think that you can
'Cause all that you do is bound to come back to you
so think of your fellow man
Make peace with God and make peace with yourself
'Cause in the end there's nobody else

Oh wherever you are and wherever you've been
Now is the time to begin

Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
'Cause you won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live