Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Wednesday morning and I am struggling. Part of me wants time to stand still so we don't have to go forward and part of me just wants to get on with it. I feel very weak this morning but I know that won't last. I know where my strength is. Think I'll go see two beautiful gifts from God today in the form of Riley and Trey. I am so blessed to have them close they always fill me up with so much of what I need.

1 comment:

margaret said...

The waiting is often the hardest part. Once Friday comes (and you will make it through-I am not saying it will be easy-Mary had to stand by and watch as Jesus was on the cross-she was not allowed or able to take His pain from Him) you will start to count the days till Mikey is released. Separation from others makes us value the time we have together. You can start to plan for the day that your family can be together again. I realize that Mikey has additional treatment after his time in jail but having been through this situation I know that you and anyone from your family who choses to get involved in the recovery process will be blessed. God promises to finish what He started in us--I don't remember the verse for that but I do remember the verse that I have stood on many times--Jeremiah 29:11....plans for good and not for evil, to give us a future and a hope.

You are being lifted up in prayer
Margaret